Its been awhile since i blogged,hah!
Sec three life is sooooo dam boring.~~~
Argh,everyone's busy all the time =.='''
Ok i don feel like posting anything anymore babuy! >.<

I just died.amen.

Hi,
I am Isaac.
Sec Three life isnt hard.its just tough.
Its not exciting or fun.Its serious.
Let me run through my character,hobbies and persona agn.

Character
I used to be a really annoying friend,who cared genuinely to much so much so that everyone decided to take advantage of me.Soon...after much conflict unresolved but controlled,I am now 14 going to 15 and i am maturing.
I am now pretty much a loner,
I have friends,whom i am drifting away from.
Reason?
Simple,they are temporal. (Get what i mean by 'Temporal Comfort' now?)
I have never seen a single person who will RUN come to my side to help me anytime i need help..
It might be just me cuz all my life i have depended and fought for myself.
I guess its just that i am too blind to see,all the people who cared so much for me.
But i guess i have lost the respect to be,what others thought and expect of me.
Why on Earth am i rapping? o.o
To used to doing that i guess hahz..
Anyway,
yea as i was saying..
So recently,now that i have harden up abit,i find that everyone is very naive.
They are sooooo short-termed,livin' for the moment.
They dont see how important the time we have while we are still young is.
Life is short,i feel like it was just yesterday that i was still a reckless and senseless kid with no purpose whatsoever in life.just fooling around with the others.beating up whoever i can,boasting how rich i was and shit.
*note to self; WAKE UP

Time,
Can either build you up and strengthen you or toxicate you and destroy you.
I DUN WANNA LIVE A LIFE OF REGRET.
I rather be a loner for now and succeed later.

Hobbies Lifestyle
I wont put this stuff as my hobbies,cuz i do them almost all the time,
I still play guitar and sing.
sports.
New one i found out recently,
i like analysing people and tend to manipulate them un-intentionally with what i mentally note down about them.
which ever works.

I just failed the SYF audition.
I feel like an idiot.
But life goes on so whatever.
Signing off,
I.H.G

I
I felt,
Your heartbeat skipping another second away
I  remember the wind blow through this window
You built the other day.
Do you see the winter and spring
Does it remind you of me?

And i will move on
cuz you are just way too far
and maybe one day to you will come back to me
And until thn i will see tht i still have the scars on my heart
and tonight i will scream to the stars to hold on to you tightly,
Yet in the end you are still too far away
From me
hmmm

So in the morning i will wake up
And i will tell myself i am fine
Cuz i have truth and that is all i need
I dont need another
Dont need another
Dont need another

Bridge
One that break my heart
One that distrusted me from the start
One that wants to be the one in control
And i will give all these excuses to hide myself behind
Cuz i know this will happen again,tomorrow

Chorus x2
And i will just move on
Cuz you are just way to far
And i hope you are happy now
Wherever that you are
And i know you are safe under the arms of the stars
But every morning that i meet..
You are still too far.

I dunno why but i feel like saying this to all the goddamn posers out there.
Honestly people just get a life.
You call youself mature youths and you go around crying about your BGR heartbreaks?
Bullshit,lets get real, at 14 and you peeps are crying over the your bfs?
honestly its not as if your are gonna marry next yr rite???

Well just to make it clear for you peeps who just cant stop toking behind my back,ISAAC IS TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN BGR AT THIS AGE WHERE I RATHER HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MY YOUTH AND EXUBERANCE RATHER THAN WEARING MYSELF DOWN WITH CRUSHES.

Simply put,
I am growing and maturing in principle and truth.
And i am changing my life next year.
Guys dont wonder why Isaac aint so reckless or wild anymore,
Girls,chill i am not in a bad mood or anything like that.
neither is it that i dont give a damn.
Its just i dont see the point anymore.
So peeps ask me for help when you need someone,i will always try my best to help.
But if it has anything to do with my 'love affairs' which i really dont,
well i am just gonna refer you to this post. ;)

Anyway...
Todae's Christmas ^^
Pretty fast i say..
Well lets see...
The cell grp im in sure is fun ^^
i am now thinking of joining the youth service in church..
They want me in as a worship leader..But im not even attending their services howz tht gonna work???

In Videolight,found out tht Classical's Dad and my Dad were schoolmates.(small small world)
Shes an interesting character,quiet,thoughtful,perceptive though..hahaz wouldnt go any deeper thn tht ;)

Got nth much this year for christmas..hahz ^^
Maybe not..I got love lots lots lots of love.
Not the kinda love you get from Gf,more like the fatherly love?
If there's ever a present i could get,i think this is pretty awesome.
Getting and feeeling love form above on high..
Im toking about god's love.

Hahz...ppl change..when they do..others change too..cuz others feel they shud do the same.
Sry just a random tot.

Anywayz,
Gonna slp now tmrw doing Cam 2 i=for two services in church..stressed up much??
You bet!

See ya,Merry Christmas
Zack,
p.s im not being a hypocrite.

boom

Alright.so i get the idea that everyone needs to stand on their own and work their own life out.
But then there are times when you just fuck up and then what happens next???
Well anyway,
Wheeeee!!!!!
Slept at 3a.m~~~mariam ditched me T.T
and then woke up at nine ^^ still hyper (wtf is wrong with me???)
Reg just left for hk todae ^^ all the best to her and the YCSS band peeps!
okie...signing up for vocal lessons soon ^^ awesooooomeeee!!!
and piano hahahz ^^
lol,mariam asked me what i wud like fr christmas.well i wud rather she forgoes the next few christmas presents and buy me an electric 


(preferably an ibanez iceman ^^ )




Anyway thts all folks! 
Signing of frrrr today ^^
see ya!
Zacky.j.v 
Excelsior.de.supreme

Hi! My name is Isaac(Z.V.J)
Im currently studying at JWSS.
Im Imperfect and Im Lovin' it

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