IMPERFECT DESTROYER

How the heck..!?

2011-03-12T17:19:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i blogged,hah!
Sec three life is sooooo dam boring.~~~
Argh,everyone's busy all the time =.='''
Ok i don feel like posting anything anymore babuy! >.<

DEAD

2011-02-25T05:19:00.001-08:00

I just died.amen.

If it helps at all.

2011-01-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

Hi,
I am Isaac.
Sec Three life isnt hard.its just tough.
Its not exciting or fun.Its serious.
Let me run through my character,hobbies and persona agn.

Character
I used to be a really annoying friend,who cared genuinely to much so much so that everyone decided to take advantage of me.Soon...after much conflict unresolved but controlled,I am now 14 going to 15 and i am maturing.
I am now pretty much a loner,
I have friends,whom i am drifting away from.
Reason?
Simple,they are temporal. (Get what i mean by 'Temporal Comfort' now?)
I have never seen a single person who will ~~RUN~~ come to my side to help me anytime i need help..
It might be just me cuz all my life i have depended and fought for myself.
I guess its just that i am too blind to see,all the people who cared so much for me.
But i guess i have lost the respect to be,what others thought and expect of me.
Why on Earth am i rapping? o.o
To used to doing that i guess hahz..
Anyway,
yea as i was saying..
So recently,now that i have harden up abit,i find that everyone is very naive.
They are sooooo short-termed,livin' for the moment.
They dont see how important the time we have while we are still young is.
Life is short,i feel like it was just yesterday that i was still a reckless and senseless kid with no purpose whatsoever in life.just fooling around with the others.beating up whoever i can,boasting how rich i was and shit.
*note to self; WAKE UP

Time,
Can either build you up and strengthen you or toxicate you and destroy you.
I DUN WANNA LIVE A LIFE OF REGRET.
I rather be a loner for now and succeed later.

~~Hobbies~~ Lifestyle
I wont put this stuff as my hobbies,cuz i do them almost all the time,
I still play guitar and sing.
sports.
New one i found out recently,
i like analysing people and tend to manipulate them un-intentionally with what i mentally note down about them.
which ever works.

I just failed the SYF audition.
I feel like an idiot.
But life goes on so whatever.
Signing off,
I.H.G

Way too Far.

2010-12-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

I
I felt,
Your heartbeat skipping another second away
I remember the wind blow through this window
You built the other day.
Do you see the winter and spring
Does it remind you of me?

And i will move on
cuz you are just way too far
and maybe one day to you will come back to me
And until thn i will see tht i still have the scars on my heart
and tonight i will scream to the stars to hold on to you tightly,
Yet in the end you are still too far away
From me
hmmm

So in the morning i will wake up
And i will tell myself i am fine
Cuz i have truth and that is all i need
I dont need another
Dont need another
Dont need another

Bridge
One that break my heart
One that distrusted me from the start
One that wants to be the one in control
And i will give all these excuses to hide myself behind
Cuz i know this will happen again,tomorrow

Chorus x2
And i will just move on
Cuz you are just way to far
And i hope you are happy now
Wherever that you are
And i know you are safe under the arms of the stars
But every morning that i meet..
You are still too far.

Today's post is about Bulldozers.

2010-12-25T06:24:00.000-08:00

I dunno why but i feel like saying this to all the goddamn posers out there.
Honestly people just get a life.
You call youself mature youths and you go around crying about your BGR heartbreaks?
Bullshit,lets get real, at 14 and you peeps are crying over the your bfs?
honestly its not as if your are gonna marry next yr rite???

Well just to make it clear for you peeps who just cant stop toking behind my back,ISAAC IS TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN BGR AT THIS AGE WHERE I RATHER HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MY YOUTH AND EXUBERANCE RATHER THAN WEARING MYSELF DOWN WITH CRUSHES.

Simply put,
I am growing and maturing in principle and truth.
And i am changing my life next year.
Guys dont wonder why Isaac aint so reckless or wild anymore,
Girls,chill i am not in a bad mood or anything like that.
neither is it that i dont give a damn.
Its just i dont see the point anymore.
So peeps ask me for help when you need someone,i will always try my best to help.
But if it has anything to do with my 'love affairs' which i really dont,
well i am just gonna refer you to this post. ;)

Anyway...
Todae's Christmas ^^
Pretty fast i say..
Well lets see...
The cell grp im in sure is fun ^^
i am now thinking of joining the youth service in church..
They want me in as a worship leader..But im not even attending their services howz tht gonna work???

In Videolight,found out tht Classical's Dad and my Dad were schoolmates.(small small world)
Shes an interesting character,quiet,thoughtful,perceptive though..hahaz wouldnt go any deeper thn tht ;)

Got nth much this year for christmas..hahz ^^
Maybe not..I got love lots lots lots of love.
Not the kinda love you get from Gf,more like the fatherly love?
If there's ever a present i could get,i think this is pretty awesome.
Getting and feeeling love form above on high..
Im toking about god's love.

Hahz...ppl change..when they do..others change too..cuz others feel they shud do the same.
Sry just a random tot.

Anywayz,
Gonna slp now tmrw doing Cam 2 i=for two services in church..stressed up much??
You bet!

See ya,Merry Christmas
Zack,
p.s im not being a hypocrite.

yo

2010-12-24T07:26:00.001-08:00

boom

Act tough.

2010-11-30T19:36:00.000-08:00

Alright.so i get the idea that everyone needs to stand on their own and work their own life out.
But then there are times when you just fuck up and then what happens next???
Well anyway,
Wheeeee!!!!!
Slept at 3a.m~~~mariam ditched me T.T
and then woke up at nine ^^ still hyper (wtf is wrong with me???)
Reg just left for hk todae ^^ all the best to her and the YCSS band peeps!
okie...signing up for vocal lessons soon ^^ awesooooomeeee!!!
and piano hahahz ^^
lol,mariam asked me what i wud like fr christmas.well i wud rather she forgoes the next few christmas presents and buy me an electric

(preferably an ibanez iceman ^^ )

Anyway thts all folks!
Signing of frrrr today ^^
see ya!
Zacky.j.v
Excelsior.de.supreme

How to iron a shirt. STRICTLY MEN ONLY

2010-11-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

Music

2010-11-25T09:11:00.000-08:00

The clock is screaming its number at me now,its one o'clock.
But i cant sleep.
Something is prodding me nerves to write this.

Note to self;

Music,it does not have anything to do with passion,talent, potential,hitting notes or crap.
Its something you have been born to do.Its something you cant run away from.
Run as far as you want really,but music will always.ALWAYS.find you.

tired mahn!

2010-11-25T08:50:00.000-08:00

Just got home!
Todayz concert wazz a blazst!!!!
Er~screw the performance and weird ppl and hot and sticky costumes!
but it wasszz aweessoommee!!!
er,met up with alumni!!!
okie thts it im gonna slp now~im basically dead -.-

ps.this post is lame im obviously not in the right mind,im ironman btw ;)

2010-11-21T17:05:00.000-08:00

I think im getting better.i think ^^

i mean i can feel it...rising up...no not my dick,

i can feel isaac taking control of himself agn woohoo!!!

gonnabe jumping up and down in noooo time ^^

Zack is back!!! In black!!! XD

hahahz,hmmm so let me have a look at life sooo far and what ppl have done for me while i was on my deathbed..

Gonna have the choir briefing later about hk (presented to you by the letters,H and N and the numbers,1 and 5!!! god wat the fuck~? im lame -.-).

Im signing up for music lessons!!! (FINALLLYYY)

Gonna fucking go shopping soon.(~i want fabulous thts my simple request~dam i must have had to many ana dolls oops i mean panadols >.<)

Er...to all Jwss peeps who stalk my blog,Jesus piss on you dude! Say hello! thre's a Rectangular piece of listerine sheet beside on the left,where you can say a word or two to show yourself!!! no offence mate XD

ps.when i typed 'jesus piss on you',my gf sent me an sms saying it was raining XD

Oh am i scared about the future...hell,life is scary aint it?? urgh. ~B~E~S~T~~M~O~O~D~~S~W~I~N~G~~E~V~R~

im serious though,life is scary.

i'll tell you abt it sme othr time...(TICK TOCK ON THE CLOCK~)

PeAcE OuT~

zacky.j,ven

checkmate.

Sick.

2010-11-19T21:44:00.000-08:00

God im sick sick sick sick
LIKE SICK SICK.
thrusday night i started feelin giddy when isk and i went window shoppin' at jp after work.
ANYWAY i STILL ATE SOME FREAKING STICKIES N DRANK A FOOKING BOTTLE OF aPPLE TEA. :[
ont he way home,my head started pounding like a congo drum,thn my ear started getting blocked by elephantic boulders of air.
then i started shivering like despo mouse stuck in the corner between the cat and his home.
I betcha my teeth beat THE REV at double pedaling...
and thn when i got home (about Ten???)
i pulled on a hoodie and warmers and hid under the awesom blanket tht felt like anything but warm or hot.
Shivered for a few hour before i slpt.

This mornin wanted to go Choir; =(
But doc says i need ta rest,having stomach flu and fever (how the heck do you get two in one??) o.o
Anyways this post was supposed ti be up last night.but er im kinda D-E-A-D at the moment.
so yeap!

boring~

2010-11-17T16:43:00.001-08:00

So de latest updateee would be tht Ame just left fr KL tis mornin~
and...IM BORED
I was wondering...shud i cut my hair??? <botak?? or 2cm spikes all-arnd??>

Shud i pierce??? <pierce my belly button XD >

Shud i start smokin' agn?? < na wat the heck fr right??? >

Shud i dye my hair??? <Brown?? but if i dye,im doing it in HK>

Lollipop,i thnk im getting addicted to family guy :/

hmmmz,now i rlly dunno wht to say...

Peace out'!

Zacky.j.ven

Excelsor.de.supreme.

boring~

2010-11-17T16:42:00.002-08:00

hmmmz,now i rlly dunno wht to say...

Peace out'!

Zacky.j.ven

Excelsor.de.supreme.

boring~

2010-11-17T16:42:00.000-08:00

hmmmz,now i rlly dunno wht to say...

Peace out'!

Zacky.j.ven

Excelsor.de.supreme.

OKIE

2010-11-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

Wealth is the ability to fully experience life-Henry David Thoreau

Experience in life comes from facing your fears you faggot~Isaac.

okie,so this is hw i am gonna to begn all my upcoming post.=D

hmmmz..wondering why i said tht 4lines ago????

Lets start with this muh-nin.

First we met up with uncle jason and aunt irene (as probably mentioned in the post this mornin' to busy to check so you move the mouse thnks kiddoo (no offence dude,dudette,prince and princesses,prostitutes and gigolos,mofo and fafos,ladies and gentlemen,boys and girls =D )

okie getting of my freaking point,well then got stuffed to the max by them. X.X

First i had beef noodles,thn i had my cuz's wafer,then a custard eff-tard (no not literally),thn we had tht hokkien 'kway chap' had two bowls of tht T.T

Give moi a mo-man signin in to MSN (Mysterious Sex Network,wow tht was randoom) Oo

Anyways argghhh freak wat's moi grandma grinding!!???

Bones~

anyways..

two hours later...

Dam i love this font!

Its a like a comic book
typwriter scr.i.pt!

Anywayzzz (for the 1,2,third time)

Two hours later,

at abt one met up with godad and mum in a

7-seater taxi,making our way down to chinatown (little did i noe...)

T-axis are the last thing (i swear) a singaporean thing would like.

De feel-ing you get inside is like (personal and honest thoughts up ahead...)

Imagine being a goldfish in a fish bag filled with water and being shaked to see if u are still alive. (yea just like

the damned fish in finding nemo)

Even if you survive the ordeal.you will spill your guts out and dehydrate in to a effing statue.just like the merlion,though his gut shud be approximately 3km considering the fact tht hes not done yet (If HE is a HE) XD

hmmmzz just for the fun of it,and the sensury pleasure of my noein tht you might puke,heres a picture of nemo and guts.

yea i noe tht aint the girl,but im guessin' hes the pedo uncle if i rmbr..

and here's the gut.

ok hahahaz im jk XD

then we went to the a-hem..'AUTHENTIC ASIAN BULLSHIT RESTAURANT'

first,we had pig ears. :p

then we had..

Bone marrow.sick sick sick,they like gave us a straw to suck it out from the freakin core of the bone and the stupid sentiments the taxi left me with and this tempted moi with the tot of barffffin'

Still pipin' hot (puking in the back~)

Here's a close up of the beast's meat

Sick some1 tell me how my grandad could eat it like this.

But anyway in the end i tackled it like a man XD

Yea.i look gay.

Anyway,after all this crap,we had the Grand Finale,

I spilt the whole fucking cup of chinese tea on my whole freaking lower body. -.-lll

Then we went to the dessert stall for some little fucked up treats.Fuck goddam my hands are tired the end!

I am freaking tired,
so im signin of from here,
See ya arnd,dudes,duddettes,bitches and bastards and what have eu :D
just kidding im a really nice guy ^^

Eff-ing off,

Zacky.j,Ven

PISSIN OFF~

ps i got lazy in colouring it halfway through.

so...

2010-11-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

hmmmmz life sooo far has been awesome??? i guess.
i am now kinda lost with what i want in my future?
anyway last two days have been working at the centre.
lucky fr me she goes there just as much as i do :)

i am taking pure geog instead of Amaths,miriam says its not gonna get me into any jcs..
shud i appeal???
im nt sure.to me it all about working hard and harder.
shud i rely my life on my voice???
hmmmm...
suddenly i feel like a very down to earth guy.
watched drag me to hell on monday

Then on tuesday watched the Francisville experiment

So last night i freaking rolled around my bed scared to hell about the movies. :P

yea i noe its dumb and all but >.<
anyway,today was kinda fun ^^
so far i mean >.<
erm had breakfast with uncle jason and aunt irene and my cuzins >.<
welll i practically got stuffed with food XD

tell you more tonight >.<
here a few pics from last few day..

Erm bored.

me wearing sheryl's glasses

Sleepy black!

i dunt noe why but i freaking love this pic XD

ON THE OTHER HAND...

2010-10-10T08:12:00.000-07:00

this is the brighter side of the day of the previous post...
Whee!!!!
thanks ame!!!! <3 you lots mah-n!!!!!
Far east rocks!!!! ahahahahahah!!!!
after the science paper,
we went to orchard!!!
on the way Frank and me had fun crapping around the bus,i rang the effing bell lots of the times!!!
and pissed the bus captain on the way dwntown,
then isk and i started tasting the fun in being a west representer ^^
awesome fun ^^
Erm we had fun at ion and went into the wig shop I chose for Hazrul (Realystyque.co) katy perry's wig ^^ and i saw gerard's hair OMFG
hahhaha^^
i took pics of the wig heads,
the aunty said dont in a really stern manner guess its superstition ^^
Isk and me fantasized about how the heads ended up there >.<
The...thingy tht happened after tht....read the previous post...
anyways we bought the jabawockeez mask...and isk and me owe the the bloody shop $55 each or our $20 is gonnnnnnnnnn....but its k for me i love the mask and hoody tgther ^^
here is hw we look like in da mask

nice right

hahahahah we want your blood ^^

The signs came true...

2010-10-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

whatever happened since morning....
Isk feeling not so good,
isk,hazrul and derrick having de ja vu at the same time...
Marcus' brother spilling all the incense burning wax onto me....
my own of nervous feelings before we went to orchard..
it all ends to this...haish...
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THE FUCKING UNFAIRNESS IN THIS BLOODY MANIAC
WORLD
FUCK YOU PEEPS WHO COST EVERY FUCKING HURT.
i hate the way you boyz play with the feelings of another gurl just cuz of what the othr did to you...
fuck you.
dammit you shud i just leave her alone why cant you????
suxker just a coward on the inside...dun even have the guts to her yourself.
if not fr her,i swear i will kill you.
Dated,8/10.10

Today was like shit..

2010-10-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

Hell,what a day dammit..
Lets see,
woke up late,got to school just in time,
had history test not hard but the time the chers give is shitty...srsly
i only completed half of the sbq and seq sections and tht means im gonna pass ^^
with dull colours -.-
okie la at least i noe im gonna pass my geog ^^
i thnk,Mr lin gave our class all the direct examination answers diret from paper itself awesome right???
lolipop..im totally sunburned cuz i went running-Frank timed my 100m and 200m timing,
without sprinting,my time for 200m was 21 seconds! and my 100m was 12secs!!!
imagine how fast if i was really sprinting...but i admit...due to all the milk and honey i have been drinking (literally)
my stamina and fitness has dropped to a considerably negative level :(
hahax,
erm yea and erm well screwd history too bad..
okie after history,the realystyque production crew went to pwn kfc >.<
jkjk,
haha ^^ tonight was like shit.
just got back...haish...dam

Bullshit ^^

2010-10-03T17:39:00.000-07:00

Wassupzzz!!!!!
Zack is back on t-t-t-t-t-this blog ^^
which is weird cuz i decided to throw it away a few months ago,
life so far has been awesome!!!
broke up with girlfren!!
woohoo in a sense i im a free man!!
nom-nom-nom-nom!!!
still randomn like shit (maybe just as vulgar )
hmmmmz....in da last few wicks in the upcoming preparations of
E-O-Y,

Had fun doing stupid things with Lee's boy's and the carpark kias (tats according to jonathon XD)

let me recap,
went swimming with Ame and co. pretty fun i guess??

hmmmmz gonna change my music playlist here :)
and today going study with Regina ^^

lalalala~erm going shopping with ame after E-O-Y!!!
saving like $500 which i betcha is definitely not enough!!
hahahaz,
hmmmms hope me will not be dead by end of the day there :<
lolipop!!!!
Lalalala~Whee!!!!
hmmmz,me gonna save 700 more fr xbox and itouch >.<
so dam happy!!!!
lastweek's friday was mahy (pronounced as 'my' dammit)
PAYDAY!!!!
not much but for two afternoons only??
now thats awesome ^^
$42 and my god dad gave me 90 bucks!!!
Sweet!!!!!
hahahahz now its like so dam boring in PW lesson,free period awesome,i love PW,slck slck slck ^^
hmmmmz "argh fuck' said ame,sry random.
lolipop!!!
aight thahn see you soon bloggie ^^

effing off,
Zacky.j.ven
See ya!

How do you convey a sorry sincerely???

2010-09-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

This is an apology to my dearest sis and friend whom i dont noe what i can say to make you give me a second chance.

Dearest sister ,
I would like to say that whatever i have done the other day was utterly and despicably stupid of me.
If you do read this i hope you will understand that i did it for more than one reasons that i hope you will understand...here goes,
well firstly like i told you before,i had no choice cuz he was pressing me for it for more than half an hour...
i got carried away and well...yea
I tot maybe if i said what i said (which is fuckng naive coming from me) he would piss off.
still i shud not have done it.

honestly i tried my best to keep my mouth fucked up.sorry.
ow that everything has ended like that...
i wonder if it is still possible for you to trust me..
i feel so guilty and confused its almost like im in a chamber of simultaneous memories coming from all angles.
its so confusing.no im not drunk.i didnt drink this time.
hell...i just wish we could move along???
drop whatever has been done to be done.
i really cant take the way you are treating me...its lke i am there to be there...
now i noe how he feels like when we leave him out.
haish.......im sorry sis..sorry.

2010-05-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

Heyo,
i am making a music cd album wif HAIRI!!!
and im having lots of fun jerking around wif him while doing it.
LALALALALALALLAL

GOD IS HE HYPER OR WAT?!!!
I THINK WE R GONEH RECORD COVRS N SOME SONGS

WE WILL MOST PROBABLY START WIF THE SONGS HE AND I ARE MORE WELL-KNOWNED FOR IN SCHOOL FIRST

1)Thunder by boys like girl (i have got probs controlling my vibrato in the chorus though -.-)

2)Make it mine by Jason mraz (luv the guitars)

3)Hey,soul sister by train (awesome song reminds me of her ^^ )

Add in the othrs nxt time peeps!! ^^
cyaaa!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-11T17:50:00.001-07:00

See that ad up there???
Click it!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-04T17:06:00.000-07:00

Wats up wif her????
The continuation: "We r like strong magnets,Wen u let them attract each other they wont come off.But wen u do take it off and turn them both in the same direction,they repel so hard its difficult 2 get them back to their original positions.De prob is tat we r close but nt close enuf.We wanna act like we r holdin on but we wanna let go at de same time.I can't go on."on Saturday

I mean like tats wat i wrote!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

This are pictures taklen and retaken,full package btw
photobombed,
acting cute,
photogenic pose,
and zilian pics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
learning drums now been awhile since i went back to it anyway.
man i love my hair!!!!!!
Btw the other day i tot i was dreaming literally,
this girl walked up to me and tongue-kissed me then ran off!!!!
the best way to loose my first kiss!!!!
not to mention she looked abit like Megan not Megan fox
the other megan (no offense je) :)

2010-02-28T16:40:00.000-08:00

Wish I had guitars and Skateboards like these

Frank askie me, 'does this guitar actually play?'

All these things revolve around me

2010-02-28T16:22:00.000-08:00

Once more I'll say goodbye to you

Things happen but we don't really know why

If it's supposed to be like this

Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears

I'm not feeling this situation

Run away try to find that safe place you can hide

The best place to be when you're feeling like

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

All these things I hate revolve around

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies to me

Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?

When you say those things in my ear

Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah (yeah)

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe

I'm not feeling this situation

Run away try to find that safe place you can hide

It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

All these things I hate revolve around

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

Just back off before I snap and you'll

See (see), me (me)

All these things I hate revolve around

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

Just back off before I snap

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears

I'm not feeling this situation

Run away try to find that safe place you can hide

It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me

It's the best place to be when you're

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

All these things I hate revolve around

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

Just back off before I snap and you'll

See (see), me (me)

All these things I hate revolve around

Me (me), yeah (yeah)

Just back off before I snap

2010-02-28T16:11:00.000-08:00

My church just shifted

Benefits?
Free jamming at sanctuary after school!!!!!
Think abt it,
3 Marshall Amps
1 basis electric guitar
1 acoustic guitar
4 vocal mics
1 synthesizer
2 keyboards
and a master sound control system!!!!

Thats the life baby

2010-02-26T05:14:00.000-08:00

Me and Regina's little bro that kid's cute
Random pics
My guitar!
Can of drink
Potrait of myself

2010-02-21T16:44:00.001-08:00

MY eyes hurt!!!!!!!!!11
they are melting!!!!!!!!!!111
hairy toungue ulcers!!!!!!!!!1

2010-02-21T16:37:00.000-08:00

This is something not many like to see

THAT ONE AT THE RIGHT ?
ITS A HAIRY TONGUE
THE ONE TO THE LEFT?
THATS AN ULCER
NOW THIS POST IS STUPID

2010-02-21T16:32:00.000-08:00

For all gopal haterz -_-

Mr Gopal resigning???

Gay school??!!!

Now thats a fail!!!!!!!!!

WTF?????!!!!!

2010-02-21T16:24:00.000-08:00

I am now learning i believe i can fly solo part cuz
im gonna perform the choir solo part at ngee ann city!!!!

also im learning handlebars lyrics and tabs tok abt fun

nowadays i just lone abt, seeking truth of god
and thinkin abt bands and songs and composing songs and
playing moi guitar
and learning drums and doing le parkour

2010-02-21T16:19:00.000-08:00

I BELIEVE I CN FLY
AT first i tot tat i coul nt go on
and life was nth but an awful song
but now i noe the meaning of true love
im leaning on the everlasting arms
if i cn see it
then i can do it
if i just believe it
theres nth to it

i believe i cn fly
i believe i cn touch the sky
i think abt it every nite and day
spread my wings and fly away i believe i cn soar
i see me running tru that open door
i believ i cn fly X3

see i was on the verge of breaking down
somtimes the silence cn seem so loud
there are miracles in life i must achieve
but first i noe it starts inside of me

if i cn see it then i can do it
if i just believe it theres nth to it
i belive i cn fly i believe i cn touch the sky

i think abt it every nite and day
spread my wings and fly away i believe i cn soar
i see me running tru that open door
i believ i cn fly X3

cuz i belive in you
fly fly........adlib.........hmm

2010-02-07T16:26:00.000-08:00

Now that was really stupid haha
tok abt going crazy
new band name-Chapter 13
I honestly thing we need a btr infrastructure
this time though
since we are gonna sing all genres i tot why not call ourselves
Chapter 13.
for the different kinds of songs we wud most probably sing?
1)love Rock
2)hardcore punk
3)pop
4)emo
5)alternatives
6)RnB
7)inspirational
.............................
Okay so maybe there isnt so many >.<
wait..........
8)forget it
anyway Chapter 13
still sounds good

2010-02-03T03:21:00.000-08:00

High time
IN a more realistic fashion-dumb

2010-01-28T20:10:00.000-08:00

Dnt shiok sia!!!!!!!
teacher keep toking like ah bek
sorry under singlish metamorphosis
very soon im gonna start posting my songs
perhaps vids too >.<

2010-01-24T16:48:00.001-08:00

adadaadadad

2010-01-05T19:01:00.000-08:00

Dear 300power watts members,
Sry fer da l8t appearance regarding curre`nt confli
erm im am quitting the band
im free!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sry i was toking to my fren and tats wat i said
((abt smth else)) so i wrote tat)
and im forming a new band so yea

Posssible Names
1)crimson cloudbreakers
2)immortalists
3)Bah kuh teh sellers
4)just kidding
5)Boys behind masks

SAD LAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH

2009-12-28T17:51:00.000-08:00

Hi
testing 123
testing 123
okay............
bye!!!!!
(the shortest post)

The destroyer is back>>>>>>>>i think

2009-11-08T17:38:00.000-08:00

aigth im back bas in im jus back frm another concert!!!!!!

my skinnies stink smells like leather.(btw the wname of tis colour is called fuchsia-ironic)

bullshit theres a stain on my guitar :(

and som1 spilled some drinks onto my skinnies :( :(

and dam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my shirt has lipstick all ovr it.

nvmd going shopping spree in a few days time anyway

wonder how 300power watts are doing............

nvmd i feel like i just had my fill of

thrill frm performances.

awesome but back-breaking hahaha.

lol i was wondering if i shud start posting my songs on

my blog

still my songs really contradict my fathers point of views

Dam its really hard being a theologian's son.

Zacky.j.v is back woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!
lol.man im bankcrupt (nt literaly)
girls wif high standards are so hard to please...but well tats a rhetorical statement.
lol be back.

where bois roam free

2009-10-22T18:14:00.000-07:00

Sweet home alabama!!!!!
destroyed when i entered the world,
shit!
plastic shit!!!
the world is bullshit tats why i don give a flying care bear 4 anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ramdan is beside me cursing and swearin!!!
AWESOME YEYE!!!!!!!!!
bitch im fucking gay!!!!!!!!
Im in love wif dan!!
nw i wonder wen i shud start perfomin in school,
i mean lots of ppl r asking me to do so.
Life is full of bullshit tat starts wif the idiot in the mirror!!!
thats you -or me in tat case!!!!

Its weird why ur best frens run frm you aft being tgthr ..............

2009-10-15T18:23:00.000-07:00

Amazing but tru,

you cn be frens for 2dae and enemies 2mrw...........
smth to think abt the nxt time i make new frens,
emo have more frens than we think but we nvr realise tat or we just feel insecure
or we wan inner peace or at least i do,
i wish tat one day i cn cut myself and die to eternal bliss......
pain but gd
the love for pain is ironic for me,
i slit,lecirate bla bla bla to keep myself away frm the real emotional
pain..........
i don get it though, you feel pain to ovrcme pain?
hahah..............sry im cutting at the momen..........
anyway ahem...........wat make me an emo?
the way i slit?
the way i tok?
or is it my plain indifference to bullshit?
i think its the tot tat counts.

2009-09-27T17:30:00.000-07:00

Guess you guys would not be seeing me as often as always anymore im shifting to SENG KANG,
and you noe after thinking for somtime i guess nth is going ta change except the absence of yours truly,
hope the ppl arond me will nt be too
affected :)
i learn though tat you cn be frens wif som1 for 2dae but dont be sure you cn tat you will be tghtr forevr,
i gotta move on nw
more posts thanks frank for evrything,
always remember you as a bro

2009-08-28T00:30:00.000-07:00

im falling into an emo state agn
so sry for not updating,
gonna change my playlist agn.
but i don noe how to haha,
as in hiak hiak hiak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

OVERTUNED!!!

2009-08-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

I am so bored wif the songs i listen to now can som1,
recommend me some songs to listen?

I am so freaking boooooooored!

i bought a bike which broke like 3 hours after i just bought it!

2009-07-30T18:58:00.000-07:00

now im in school
and im like rushing tru to write post tis.

anyway im now heart broken and easily irritated now a days
dam i got rejected the other day................bye bye

2009-07-18T23:12:00.000-07:00

Nth to update..
But UPDATE

2009-07-16T23:27:00.000-07:00

HEYO PPL,
IM CURRENTLY AT FRANKIES CRIB(HOUSE)
IF YOU CANT READ TIS THEN CRY
IM SO BORED TAT IM WRITING IN CAPS
HEY SHUD I BUY A BIKE OR A SKATEBOARD?
I DONT NOE MAN CAN SOMEONE TELL ME,THROUGH SMS?
MY NUMBER IS 98289140
THANKS SEE YA......FOR NOW

hey guys i am so sorry for the...................

2009-07-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

HEY WATS UP AGAIN PPL OF THIS RACIAL COUNTRY!
(IT DOES'NT MATTER IF YOU'RE BLACK OR WHITE)
ANYWAY SORY ABT THE LATE UPDATE BUSY WIF SCHOOL AND SHIT!
AND YOU KNOW WAT?
I MISS YOU GUYS and GIRLS,
ESPECIALLY MY BROS,MIH,WEE CHIEH,
AND MY GIRL-FREINDS,REGINA,MEGAN,DEANA,ISABEL(AND YOUR STUIDITY),AND OTHERS
YOU KNOW WAT?
I WISH THERE WAS ANOTHER REUNION...............HAIS

ok tis is HARD

2009-06-10T02:11:00.000-07:00

tok abt hard work how on earth do i cope wif tis?

i ve written a new post 3 times n only to erase it before post 1.

fustratingly

irritatingly

hopeless!

now where is tat picture?

Wat? for god sake wrong picture!!!!

Hi everyone!

2009-05-31T19:05:00.000-07:00

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